My Birthday

Para Ti

again

I don't know what happen with me. Some days are pretty good, I fell good and the life is nice, others days are dark, dense. Today is that kind of days, I don't know why, last nigth I went to dance salsa, it was a good moment, my partner wasn't a good dancer but anyway I danced and felt ok. However, today I fell all gray and sad, my soul is alone, desolate, sad, totally sad.

I changed my order's room maybe because I see all day all things are the same and that is depress for me but I don't know why I only have cried all day and had though in Luis and Francisco. I sent an email to Luis, I know that never I 'll recieve an answer but it's the only way to be more quiet.

I don't know why all time the men are bad with me, it's probably that I be bad with them o to them, the only real thing is that I'm a totaly stupid woman, all time I think somethings and all time I'm in a mistake. The true is that the men are with me only when I'm usefull for them, when I don't have use for them they leave.

I need calm, I need protection but I'm alone, all time in this room, all time in this room....